Saturday, April 08, 2006

9:03 PM

hasnt been posting for the last few days..yeah..cause was thinking about some stuff..have yet to finish my thoughts but feel that i have to come back here soon..

i told you about my jealousy towards some stuff..but was really happy on the reply you gave me..yeah..finally found myself a place in someone's heart..you said that i will never be replaced..this sentence really gave me a special feeling..which i have no words to describe at all..thank you..

To someone who will never read my blog,

i just hate the impression others have on you. its giving me the idea that you're the only one alive..im gonna prove everyone wrong. i will beat you in everything you do. as long as im still alive, your life is gonna be a living nightmare. having accomplished much, you showed me a sense of arrogant, as if you're the only person who is important..who is needed..let me tell you..this attitude of yours is never gonna bring you far..being the most self-centered guy i've ever seen, you will NEVER succeed.

To the special someone,

i still havent tell you about my feeling..didnt have the chance to. im gonna let the matter rest and let you decide on what's gonna happen next after i tell u about my thoughts..but you seemed cold towards me..slowly..the character i see in you is getting blur..please give me a chance to talk to you.

``___whatever___;;